I AM MY OWN PARADOX

I want to live evermore,But accept death as the truth for sure,Accept that happiness is a state of mind,But still have money, career, love etc to find,Knowledge which equips with sense,But still never give up some innocenceA physical strength to bear any pain,But eyes which can cry clouds of rain,A mind which makes me so much able,But a heart which makes me vulnerable,A firm belief in the game of fate,But somewhere don’t accept what destiny has to state,A hope that keeps me sane,But the endless wait drives me insane,An age and maturity to make me mild,But still I am stubborn like a child,An urge to say it all and express,But a restraint which forces to suppress,A want that she loves me for some time,But also accept that it’s not possible in this life timeA push to get away from her forever,But somewhere wish this happens never,There’s no beginning, there’ll be no endI am my own worst enemy and best friend,A simple inexplicable,I am paradox fable.