KEY TO MY HEART

I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in, I trusted and loved only to be hurt. But that would never happen again.I had locked the door and tossed the keyAs hard, and as far as I could,Love would never enter there again,My heart was closed for good.Then you came into my lifeAnd made me change my mind,Just when I thought that tiny keywas impossible to find.That's when you held out your handAnd proved to me I was wrong,Inside your palm was the key to my heart...You had it all along

You Make Me Believe

What Is There,To Believe In During Life,Nothing Lasts,Aside From Strife,Life May Perish,Life May End,Our Soul We May Give,Our Soul We May Spend,But Our Love,That Eternal Flame,Will Never Dim,Will Never Change,It Will Forever Last,When All Other Lights Leave,For You Light My Life,You Make Me Believe.

I don't know what I am feeling. Its been a long fight. I am on verge of giving up totally and surrender to death completely. Pray for me that if am reborn people should KNOW me.
This life has been a curse....am tired pretending to be happy and content. can't take it now.....
You Don't Know Me Some of you pretend to know me...some of you don't care to…close family, Friends. love or anyone...Hate me Or Kill me....You Don't Know Me.........
Deep Inside.
When I smile deep inside I wanna frown when I laugh deep inside I wanna cry when you look into my eyes You think every thing is alright But deep inside I wanna die maybe one day I won’t feel like this till then I’ll be happy in the outside and crying in the inside Deep Inside.

If I Could Erase It All

If I could take back Everything I said,I’d do it in a heart beat. Retracting every single thread. If I could erase the words. And place them where they belong. My eraser would then dissipate as I feverishly erase the wrong. If I could turn back the clock and reluctantly go back into time I would think about the consequences Of writing a hurtful rhyme, but reversing time isn’t an option. So I’m searching for another mode to be able to say to you “I’m sorry” I give you this single pleading ode.

My Nightmare..

I wake up during the night, In cold sweats and tears.I had another dream of you, I wish you were here.It has been a while since we spoke. I know that if you were here with me,Things would be so much better.I know that you are always there for me,But things just are not the same.Do not forget that I love and miss you,And please never forget my name.When you are not around me,I feel your presence anyway.Remember I am always here for you,Whether dark of night or light of day.Things are so much different now,We do not speak to each other everyday. Things have to change , And I thnk am going away. Though it is so easy to pick up the phone and give you a call before I die. I fear to do so. May be I annoy you even more . Now I have learned that I should cherish every second I spend with you.Though it is hard for me but I am scared now.

What is my story's end ?

In the corner of the road I stand waiting for a helping hand. I waited till the sun went down, I waited in a strange town abandoned of my happy days. Alone I was in a crowded place days to come and days to go. Whats stored for me ? I think i know a bed of roses waits for me but flowers have thorns that too. I see every story has a haapy ending. I had heard someone say why is my story so different then? I'll ask that someone someday!

Waiting.........

Waiting
I'm frozen
Fighting
I'm freezing
Dieing
Don't you see
I'm so cold
without you here
beside me
Dreaming of the summer
That will never come
I'm stuck in a winter
That will never leave
No Autumn,
No spring
Nothing left for me
Because I'm frozen
I'm waiting for you
Frozen
I'm fighting for you