Saturday, February 14, 2009

Emptiness


Why am I trapped in this cell No wall to keep me in I might as well run free With no care in the world And no friend As I run, I end up back in my cell alone, with no walls to keep me in and stabilized No friend to help me get through the day As each day goes by and passes, I run and I never get anywhere Back and forth Day after day Just running back to my jail cell Time after time I should just stay in my jail cell And never run again Til the dawning of a new era I shall stay for eternal in my jail cell... forever... Forget last night Trying to forget the pains I cause If he only knew About the secrets I keep Drowning, trapped In my own mistakes I can’t get out Trying to feel. Looking in all the wrong places To fulfill some need Loosing myself all the time To momentary highs Always followed by a crash Falling Felling like I’m in some kind of horrible wonderland Searching for a way out of this hole Finding solace in different arms. Pushed away by the love I have Wandering and searching For something to fulfill the emptiness I feel deep inside. Losing connections All that I loved Everything changes Never will be the same Trying to grasp… Catching air Leave me behind And let me dream It had never gone on I miss you I miss everything But it’s gone You’re gone Life is lost– My life Maybe but only memories .

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