If Dawn May Come........

Tired of the feelings burning right through my chest. The people leaving, the feelings gone...If life is nothing more but a test. Mine is a real hard one..I build a black wall and it was broken. I had a shelter and now it's gone. Talked to a person, but words remained unspoken. Now all remains is the promise of dawn. In the end there was noting I could do. Not my fault but still it hurts. I thought I died but there was you, Took away the worst pain with just a few words. I don't understand the road I'm walking, Nor the feelings crawling inside my head. I don't understand why you're even talkingto me, you're my only threat. I could carry everyone's painbut my own is just too much...I fear everything might just be in vain. But I still remember your silent touch. I've been falling an endless fall and your dawn just might be the one who pulls me through it allor the one who kills me..