Why An Innocent Baby Is Suffering ?

I have no answer to this nor am I looking for an answer as I know that no one can answer this. Some people say that he'll be fine, others say that it'll take time, get mercy killing done, his end is near, don't make him suffer, god take him away peacefully if he's not gonna recover....this is what various people have to say. And then..... there is the vet who kindles hope in me that he'll recover. A peaceful face with a little worry and at the same time a smile is the expression the vet always has.

Whom do I believe ? My heart and mind both are numb. I am very scared as to what will happen to my little baby. I don't wanna loose him but at that same time I can't see him dragging himself, not eating a gospel, not being able to urinate, crying in middle of the night and looking at me helplessly as he can't express his pain and I can't understand why he wails. I hug him and make him lie close to me so that he feels owned and secured. Forcibly make him have a few spoons of milk and water.

He used to run and come to me when I said " Do you wanna have a chocolate or a coffe bite or an eclair? " Sniffing my handbag for his favourite sweets or chocolates, running behind us for sweets, egg and chicken. Now, he doesn't wanna eat any of these. He turns his face away. Running everywhere, rolling down to get cuddled, quietly jumping on the bed and teasing me, sitting outside the kitched wagging his tail for his favourite Gajar Ka Halwa.....this is all he used to do and now lying down in one place or dragging himself to other. Can't stop my tears.......He is in pain. Alot of pain.

Why ?? I can't see him like this. I only pray that if he has more time to live then please Almighty make him mobile so that he is able to urinate himself rather than lying down n catching other ailments. If not then please take him peacefully without any further suffering.

I am not being selfish or too strong by saying this. He is my precious baby and I love him alot but then I don't want him to suffer. I know what I feel when I say this. My heart and soul cries..........

Those who read this blog please pray for my little one.