Why Do You Turn Away ?

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard. Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see these scars. I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel. But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real. So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I'm not. But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident Cause you don't understand , I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense. I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubtIt's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out. So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do. i know am jinxed and you feel uncomfortable now. I don't say it but then I know you feel it. Things aren't the same between us now. Thats's what i feel.

Wish time could turn back.

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