Innocence Lost Forever...........

Its been twenty years now but still that night traumatises me and shakes me inside. Can't talk about it to anyone so writing it here.......

I was only eight when it beganLate at night, when I was alone.You preyed on my innocence and my trust.How did I know that it was wrong?You did things so horrible to me,My soul and body were bared.What you did to that little girlLeft me feeling alone and scared.You said it was to show your loveBy taking my body for your use.But now I know that what happened to me Wasn't love; it was abuse.All the dirty things you did to meWon't wash away with rain.Nothing on earth will rid my heartOf this neverending pain.I hope that you hurt as much as I do,Or do you even remember what you did?Nothing will make up for the pain you causedWhen I was just a kid.The physical scars you put on my bodyHave since healed with time.But my pain still shows on the outsideWhenever the child inside of me starts to cry.That little eight year old girlHad to grow up way too soon.And all of the hurt and pain that you have causedWill always be remembered, like a flower that forever blooms.

I pray no one looses their innocence ever..............