Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I Did Care for Him

Just a few minutes ago...He said there will be no other dog in the house.....WHY? and the answer came I didn't take care of my previous one. Its not true...it isn't.
I loved Naughty more than my own self. He was my son n not a dog. I never felt so low regarding Naughty but right now am feeling very bad....I iss my baby and only I know the pain of loosing him. I am not justifying myself over here but just wantning myself n Naughty to know that I still love him n will always love him. No other pet can take his place. His loss is beyond words can ecpress. I know and am sure wherever Naughty is he knows it.
His illness broke me down completely...I still cry when I think of him...there are times I still feel him near me. I just don't ake it obvious to others n I don't want to. That's why I am here on blog xpressing what I am feeling right now. I really took proper care....treated him like my own child. Then why is it assumed I didn't take care of him. I did....I tried my best to save his life but I failed like always...........I failed........

1 comment:

vv said...

You didn't fail and you tried the best that you could have....
don't blame yourself for the things that are not in your control...