The Word's... Retrograde Amnesia
Facing a sudden memory loss can be scary and disorienting. You are suddenly thrust into an unfamiliar territory that is frightening and unsettling.
Some people think that those having amnesia are senial but it isn't so. They suffer from a trauma...emotional or physical, and loose some part of their memory which could be pre or post trauma. So easy to explain but.......extremely difficult to be a patient and suffer memory loss. The attack comes in bouts...bits...and you are torn that moment. You are adifferent person and live in a different world. They know they are sufferers but aren't aware what they do when under attack.
I feel like breaking the barrires and run away....
This state leaves me lost, drops me into a never ending black hole. I want to get help...but not from psychatrists or asylum. Come on....you guys really think all this helps...then lemme tell you...it worsens the condition. This is not what I want in my life, itss not the answer to my problems, it effects my mind and my thoughts. It worsens my angerwhich lashes out at people. It makes me feel no one wants me or cares for me. Every one wants to get rid of me and my loss...I need help, love, support and not being thrown somewhere I dont belong to. Don't send me where I will forget myself. Am not happy...not happy within...never will be. I am alone dealing with my grief these days. Don't abandon me...I need you all with me...I am going away....hold me back please.........
Some people think that those having amnesia are senial but it isn't so. They suffer from a trauma...emotional or physical, and loose some part of their memory which could be pre or post trauma. So easy to explain but.......extremely difficult to be a patient and suffer memory loss. The attack comes in bouts...bits...and you are torn that moment. You are adifferent person and live in a different world. They know they are sufferers but aren't aware what they do when under attack.
I feel like breaking the barrires and run away....
This state leaves me lost, drops me into a never ending black hole. I want to get help...but not from psychatrists or asylum. Come on....you guys really think all this helps...then lemme tell you...it worsens the condition. This is not what I want in my life, itss not the answer to my problems, it effects my mind and my thoughts. It worsens my angerwhich lashes out at people. It makes me feel no one wants me or cares for me. Every one wants to get rid of me and my loss...I need help, love, support and not being thrown somewhere I dont belong to. Don't send me where I will forget myself. Am not happy...not happy within...never will be. I am alone dealing with my grief these days. Don't abandon me...I need you all with me...I am going away....hold me back please.........
1 comment:
I was unaware of it before. After reading at your blog I went through about a dozen articles on Retrograde Amnesia.
I get scared to imagine even. How difficult it would be to the sufferers i can't even imagine.
You are absolutely right that going to an asylum or a psychatrist is not the solution. Along with medical treatment support from all the friends and loved ones is required.
You shouldn't be alone and the people and friends need to be patient and understand.
And don't think that people want to get rid and abandon you. Those who care for you and love you will always do so unconditionally.
God will bless you!
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